My title of this blog sums it up!
Seriously!
....... FINE, money is a part of life. I just want to stop focusing on it so much. I'm loosing my fuel to keep plugging away at this. In the last few weeks I had a major stress break down. Its my trigger . That should be a reason to want to cage and control this beast in my life. Id like it to turn into a cute little ducky and if it acts up i will be quick to remind it that I have carnivorous tendencies and I will roast and eat it for dinner. HA HA
Since I left Roadhouse I have not made a new budget. Bad. I know. I'm scared to tell the truth. I'm scared to see how badly I really am doing. To top it off I called my favorite stalkers from NCO financial (Sallie Mae's collectors) and it was less than productive. I was clear on my payment abilities. They don't care about my need to eat or put gas in vehicle, or any other basic living expense. They want their money . I can't blame them.
I Told them I could make 10 payments of 80 every month. They said they will "see what I qualify for"..... really?!
They want me to pay them 3 payments of $260.00. They also want to automatically withdraw it out of my debit card. ......HA HA I don't think so crazy!!
My solution is my first payment of 200.00 and I sent them a postal money order that they have to sign for and send a receipt back. Next month I will send them 290.00 the same way but I don't care who they are affiliated with at the end of the day they are a collection agency. I take no chances with shady practices.
Paying them so much is kinda throwing a wrench in paying other debt off but once they are done I will be back on track.... and hopefully lord willing a full time student again which will be a dream.
until next blog!!
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